Tonight is the night I tell my father about joining the C' La Andria. That is the easy part. I also have to tell my twin Dallia about it. She isn't going to be happy about it, but it is something I have to do. She will not understand. Just like she wouldn't understand about my feelings for Sheria. I know her father is my father's sworn enemy, and I know that had I been more like my father I would use her love for me to my advantage. I could never do anything to hurt her though. She is truly the light in my life because I live in darkness. It surrounds me.
I have caught images from Jarik's mind. He is evil, pure and simple. I know he is more than just a gifted Euymant. I have been able to read his mind since I began puberty. He figured it out and he has hidden his thoughts from me since. Still, I can smell the blood on his soul. It makes me sick to be around him. I don't know what he has on my father, but I will find out one day and make him pay for the pain he has caused this family. Even the pain they don't realize he is causing.
My love, my heart, My Sheria. I long for he days when we can walk hand in hand in the beautiful sky city we call home. I love her and can't wait until we are one in mind, body and soul. Her compassion for those around has made it impossible for me not to love her. The gods know I tried with all my might to ignore her and not notice her lively spirit. I can't stay away forever. I love that she suggested having a talent seeker present when I tell Father. I can't ambush Dallia like that though. I have to let her know before and I'm running out of time. How do I tell the one person who has been with me since conseption that I'm leaving for a different life than the one she invisioned for us. I love my sister, but I need and want to be Sheria for the rest of my life. I hope Dallia understands...one day.
About Me
- Joann H. Buchanan
- The love of the written word is like a drug. A single thought can turn into miles across the ocean or a night in bed with someone you love. They are the very essence of my soul; I breathe them in everyday just to live. My heroes aren't the people who are rich and famous. They are the ones who aren't afraid to tattoo my heart with the words they write. The shadows between the pages are the undiscovered worlds and minds of the person who writes them.